February 2010
“The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be the...”
– Ivy Baker Priest
January 2010
When she gets home, she is shaking, so much so that she almost thinks that she would break into pieces like Humpty Dumpty—
(and all the King’s horses and all the King’s men couldn’t put Humpty together again)
—but she doesn’t.
Instead, she vomits and desperately tries to wash the blood off her hands.
It won’t come off.
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- The Measure of Life
...
So today was a pretty decent day.
Want to know why?
WELL.
I GOT BOTH LORRAINE’S AND HAIDEE’S PEACHES FOR LUNCH TODAY. :D :D :D (Though I was a bit sad because my bread was SMALLER than usual. D: D: D:) …yes, apparently my happiness does center around food. -feels like a guy- Pftttt.
Anyway. Crystal. I think I can get on AIM. Sorta. If I use Meebo. YES. …I would prefer...
Dear Amy Tan,
(No, not the author, rofl.)
Dear Amy Tan,
You will probably never read this. Actually, I hope that you don’t. If you happen upon this, please turn away. Even to me, it sounds a bit creepy and obsessive, but it’s something I won’t feel better about unless I write it out.
Anyway…
I loved you. I really did. Now, thinking back to it, I was probably in love with you,...
So… State of the Union Speech. Watched about a third of it.
First thought: Man, Obama, you are a wayyyy better speaker than Bush. Bush put me to sleep in five minutes flat; you took twenty. Props.
Second thought: YOU ARE SKIRTING THE ISSUE OF DON’T ASK, DON’T TELL, DAMMIT. STOP SKIRTING AND CARRY OUT WHAT YOU PROMISED! …skirts only look good on girls anyway. :|...
So, first of all, let me say: I’m talking to you, Crystal. Yes, you. I don’t feel like reblogging anything so I’m making my own entry. YEAH. -inserts obscure joke here-
And, second of all, this isn’t intended to offend you or even criticize you. I’m kinda just stating the facts here.
SO. WELL. ANYWAY.
You know how I’m always out of the loop, right? Well, I...
Strength is not something you get from others.
Strength is something you get from yourself.
It is fine to rely on others for help from time to time. But, being able to fall and get up all by yourself is true strength.
…Because when it really counts, don’t expect anyone to be there for you.
They usually aren’t.
“If you can’t believe in yourself, believe in me believing in you!”
– Kamina (Gurren Lagann)
When life starts sucking, take a deep breath…
…and then flip life off…
…because that always makes things better. xD
—-
More seriously: I honestly love, love, love life. I love it so much that I will do anything—anything—to keep living.
…It’s really the people that I hate because it’s the people in life that makes it suck, not life...
Let's be friends forever!!
So, here’s a secret (that actually isn’t really a secret, just something I’ve never actually felt the need to say out loud)…
I. Hate. Letting. Go.
Once I get attached to someone, I want to stay with them for the rest of our lives. (And, I don’t care how creepy that sounds. xD)
I don’t know if I have abandonment issues because of my GAD or if I just have...
“I don’t want to achieve immortality through my work. I want to achieve it...”
– Woody Allen
“The fantastic thing about war was that it was fought about...”
– The Once and Future King by T.H. White
You know, sometimes I wish I could be a better person.
…And then I remember my GAD and that idea flies out the window.
It’s so much more fun being an insensitive, crazy little kid anyway.
Publicly angst-free for life! (I still retain the right to do whatever the hell I want when I’m alone.) Because Life sucks and we all know it so shut up and fucking learn how to deal with...
“It’s funny. There is a feeling in that instant following some...”
– Goin’ Fishin’ (from Athletic Shorts) by Chris Crutcher
Going to stick this here for my own reference.
Well, I’m planning on making a Vocaloid tutorial, for beginners. Since I have so much of this useless Vocaloid knowledge stuck in my head, why not put it to good use and help others become stupidly obsessed with computer pixels and synthesized music too?
Just the general overview. Cleaning it up for easy reading later.
Vocaloid is a voice...
Once upon a time, the world was a wonderful, beautiful place.
However, a strange thing happened that is known to us lesser-beings as “evolution”, resulting in new species coming into being and other older ones going kaput (otherwise called “extinction”).
Well, all this was well and good because the environment “evolved” too, and the new species were better...
I have decided to try and post something here once...
“Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be...”
– Albert Einstein
